50-sshadesofbandss said: Okay so I met all of the guys and they all signed my notebook/journal/diary whatever. Calum saw my scars and saw that a couple were fresh and he grabbed my arm and hugged me and he asked me why I did it. I only said that the world hates me and Calum told me to ignore them because he loves me. I also met Ashton and he saw it too but he told me not to cut again because if I cut again Ash would get upset and I've been clean ever since then I flushed my blades I just they saved my life basically....
That’s so fucking amazing and I’m proud of you for staying clean.
I find it hard to wrap my head around the fact that people think they don’t care. They care so much.